living in black in not so much an experience for me than it is the air I breathe... like in the body all systems work together to achieve homeostasis, I too seek out a balance whenever I've accomplished something or achieved an ideal in one area of my life another area is unraveling so drama fluctuates we suffer much as a people because of lack, the Lack monster has us tripping over someone elses mess All the time focusing on "our" own lives doesn't diminish the lack either it's because the point in life, the essence to living in black is not to do it on your own We have to share share your current conditions, your past tribulations to better have you able to handle successfully your future trials this way you can laugh where you used to cry, smile without provocation because of the joy you possess inwardly and...